image+nation LGBT2SQueer Film Festival: Top Picks

Still from A Bird Hit My Window and Now I’m a Lesbian, directed by Carmela Marie Murphy + AJ Dubler

Tonight marks the opening of image+nation, Canada’s first LGBT2SQ+ film festival, now in its 37th year! This iconic festival continues to provide a platform for sharing the stories and experiences of LGBT2SQ+ voices. This year’s stellar lineup features exciting new and recurring film categories such as Indigiqueer, Focus Acadie, & Zeitgeist, to name a few.

The festival kicks off with the film Queer, directed by Luca Guadagnino of Call Me By Your Name fame. We don’t know about you but that is certainly enough for us to know we’ll want to be seated in that theatre, ready for heartbreak Luca!

Beyond opening night, there’s an incredible lineup of films to discover, and we’ve put together a list of works that are really jumping out at us this year.

Running from November 20th to November 30th, image+nation offers both virtual screenings and in-cinema screenings at venues including UQAM, Concordia, Cinéma du Musée, Éspace ONF, and the PHI Centre.

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Still from A Mother Apart, directed by Laurie Townshend

A Mother Apart

We have been eagerly anticipating A Mother Apart ever since its appearance at Vancouver Queer Film Festival earlier this year. This documentary follows Staceyann Chin — a mother, poet, activist, lesbian, and more — as she grapples with her most challenging identity: the role of “daughter”.

While raising her own child, Staceyann struggles to reconcile the pain of being excluded from her mother’s life. Exploring themes of forgiveness, motherhood, and the lengths we go for love, this film seems to offer a deeply moving contemplation on family and healing.

We are excited to see what this powerful piece has in store!

A Mother Apart is screening in person at NFB's Alanis Obomsawin Theatre on November 30th at 5:00pm and is available online from November 20th to 30th.

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A Mother Apart

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Still from “Bubbling”, directed by Chang Che-Ming

Focus Beijing: Friends from Afar

In collaboration with the Beijing Queer Film Festival, image+nation presents a selection of LGBT2SQ+ films that explore the nuanced challenges and joys of queer life within the context of Chinese culture, where traditional values often intersect with contemporary expressions of identity. Among the films we’re most excited to see is the documentary feature Mama Rainbow, which profiles six mothers who once held more conservative views—one of whom believed being gay was just a 'fad' but now openly embraces her lesbian daughter. Another standout is the Taiwanese short Bubbling, which tells the story of a young boy in a school choir who becomes drawn to a new student.

Focus Beijing films are playing online-only and you can watch the entire collection at the link below.

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Focus Beijing: Friends from Afar

Mama Rainbow Trailer | Bubbling Trailer

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Still from “La Rivière”, directed by Élise Levy

Sapphic Shorts

An unofficial category at image+nation this year, but a category in our Also Cool hearts nonetheless — looking through this year’s image+nation catalogue with a sapphic lens, there is no shortage of enticing options to explore.

Looking for campy New York sorcery? Don’t miss Bushwitches. Prefer lonely lesbian gas station voyeurism? Ephemera could be for you. For a deeper dive into history, Old Lesbians captures oral ‘herstories’ from elder lesbians in the United States.

If your taste leans toward stories of love interrupted by tradition, If follows lesbian romance disrupted by an arranged marriage. For something whimsical, A Bird Hit My Window and Now I’m a Lesbian, an animated short, turns a bird funeral into lesbian introspection. Meanwhile, La Rivière follows Catholic schoolgirls who skip class, enticed to jump in the river together.

Spurs Night queers may not want to miss Stud Country, which delves into the history of the largest queer country-western line-dancing event in America — and how gentrification is threatening this vital space.

And finally (there are so many good ones!), The Boxing Ring chronicles the journey of a Filipino-Canadian Muay Thai competitor as she navigates falling in love with her coach.

All shorts are available online from Nov 20th-30th. Passes are available to purchase also if you are looking to watch all sapphic shorts available like we are ;)

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Sapphic Shorts

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Still from Drone, directed by Simon Bouisson

Drone

For fans of eerie, unsettling films, Drone reminds us of Thelma, another dystopic sapphic classic. The story follows Émilie, a student in the Paris suburbs, whose life is underconstant surveillance—from her drone (which pays her to follow her every move) to her peers and her camera. As she navigates a budding relationship with a classmate and the pressures of fitting in with her “filthy rich” counterparts, Émilie is forced to confront the blurred boundaries between autonomy and exploitation.

Drone is screening at UQAM | Salle de projection Jean-Claude Lauzon Friday, November 29th at 9:00pm.

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Drone

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Still from Gigi, directed by Cynthia Calvi

A Question of Gender - Shorts

Our final category to check out is A Question of Gender — a beautiful inquiry and one we are ready to explore from every angle.

From the perspective of transition, Dreams of Sunlight through Trees documents a middle-aged trans man who transitions at 44 set against the grim backdrop of an ongoing wave of anti-trans legislation (sadly not a work of dystopian fiction).

If gender and romance are more your speed, All Boys Do might be the pick for you — following a trans drag queen who reconnects with an old flame for a weekend.

Or for a self-discovery journey, Gigi, an animated short, follows a tender story of a mermaid finding her own gender identity.

The full collection of short films is available online at the link below.

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A Question of Gender

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Miles Away Perfectly Captures Our Lustful, Summer Nostalgia

Still from Miles Away. Photos provided by the filmmakers

Nostalgia, heartbreak, toxicity, growing up, losing yourself… “Miles Away” portrays the deep nuances and contradictions of existence, the difficulty of navigating love when you lose yourself too deeply in its web, and when the last rays of the summer sun hit you with a wave of regret. Miles Away was the summer anti-love story we all needed.

I met with the film’s executive producer and production designer, Naomi Berezowsky, on a hot and humid Tuesday afternoon in Montreal. We sat down on the window ledge of her wood-paneled industrial loft she shared with other creatives throughout the pandemic, a space of art and collectivity. The late afternoon sun gave the room a warm summer atmosphere as we talked about Miles Away and her involvement with the film.

Still from Miles Away. Photos provided by the filmmakers

Losing Yourself and Finding Your Way Back with Miles Away

“At its core, the film is an anti-love story, set between the worlds of jazz and skateboarding. It serves as a time capsule for pre-pandemic 20-somethings evading the responsibilities of adulthood for the dream of an endless party, with no consequence.”

The story-less story follows Miles and Lulu as their worlds melt together when they fall in love, and the disintegration of that world. From drugs to skateboarding to making art in morning sun after a night of sex, the film touches upon the most intimate, seemingly insignificant moments of life which are what make us all too human. It is like a bird’s-eye view into those situations where we find ourselves feeling powerful, and yet are at our most vulnerable.

Shot in black and white, the nostalgia of the film is not just captured by the complex relationships, dialogues, and interactions between the characters, but by the beautiful Vancouver locations chosen by the team. From rollercoasters and urban parks to make-shift jazz clubs, the shooting was truly what Berezowsky calls “a love letter to Vancouver.”

The film does not follow the classic “lead in - climax - lead out” structure most Hollywood films do. The film is more nuanced than that, embodying the sense of fluidity and lust in the very way it was shot. It brings you closer to the raw experience of life – that hard-hitting reality that your actions will always affect others, no matter how much you try to escape it.

Watching the film, you are confronted with the most simple yet beautiful exposition of a human paradox: how freeing it feels to lose control, yet how destructive it can become when you strive to take control of the uncontrollable. I recommend Miles Away for anyone who has felt that inescapable, existential emptiness that hits when endless summer nights are just a bit too long.

Berezowsky sums it up best when she said, “it’s about when you lose yourself in a substance, you lose yourself in a relationship, you lose yourself in a lust for something... That lust for the endless party.” The cycle of neglecting external issues in youth and learning to take responsibility for oneself in adulthood – Miles Away forces us close to what we seek to push away and hide the most.

Still from Miles Away. Photos provided by the filmmakers

The Making of Miles Away

“As soon as we started filming, we threw away the script.” 

With a low budget of $25,000, Miles Away was shot over 12 days throughout the summer of 2019 after two years of development and prep. The crew committed to a summer schedule of four days a week, divided between filming and additional prep. Miles Away was shot all around the Vancouver area, with a couple of shots taken in Sydney, Australia. Berezowsky describes it as her “saving grace” from the other work she was doing for Hallmark holiday shows.

The film went a little – well, actually, completely – off script. With guidance from the director, who also plays the protagonist Miles, the actors “knew where the scene needed to go, [and] where it needed to end up for the story to be told.” Perhaps this is what gave the film its edge and relatability, what Berezowsky describes as its “organic” quality.

“What’s so interesting about it is that it exists in a semi-crafted reality,” explained Berezowsky. “It sits between truth and fiction, which is just really rare….it’s hard to [compare it] to anything else.” 

Not only did the actors’ instincts guide the film to its result, but the team itself was fluid in its roles. “We all wore a lot of hats because we were such a skeleton crew,” explains Berezowsky, emphasizing the fact that the film was pulled with only about ten people on the production team and thirty on cast. “There were moments when we all had to act as the assistant director,” she continues, especially in moments where the director was in character.

Blurring the lines between fact and fiction may be best illustrated when Berezowky gave a description of her impromptu and unexpected acting role in the film. It happened during the night when one of the most emotionally intense scenes was shot. “It was pushing midnight,” explains Berezowsky, “and everybody was kind of restless.

“I’m a musician and I’m a poet, and to fill this space where everyone was getting a bit restless, I went on the microphone and started reciting any of my slam poetry that I could think of on the spot... Then I sang this song that I actually wrote, [so] my own song is at the very end of the film which is pretty sweet.”

This kind of situation was not uncommon for the production of Miles Away. As she describes it, “I was the production designer and I ended up being in the film substantially… and that was unexpected but that’s just a testament to how organic [everything was] and how everything just unfolded really naturally.

“It was the team’s first time working together, and the first time creating a film for several of them. Receiving proper funding and support has been a difficult part of the process: a lot of people kind of wrote us off and were like ‘these are a bunch of kids with a video camera, good luck,’ and we’re still getting that today.

“[It’s] just about the power of the collective... we push each other, we inspire each other, we champion each other, and that’s why we’re still doing this.”

Behind-the-scenes of Miles Away. Photos provided by the filmmakers

Communicating the Language of the Film: Berezovsky's Story

“Sometimes it’s difficult to ask questions, sometimes it’s difficult to be like… ‘I don’t understand this form of trauma, I don’t understand this form of mental illness.’ But if given the chance to see it played out for you on film, you’re able to experience it vicariously through the character.”

This kind of experience is what Berezovsky,  on the set of Miles Away, helped to bring. “The production designer is responsible for the decorating, they’re responsible for the props, they’re responsible for any art that you see,” she explains. When production design is done well, explains Berezowsky, it is that “ ...you are learning about the character through it.”

Berezowsky began her career in film at twenty-four when she moved to Vancouver from her home state of Washington to study film. She began working on holiday shows, which helped her realize what she didn’t want to do with films: tell laughable and depthless stories “which served no purpose.”

As production designer, her role was to create “the visual language of the film” – the unspoken associations we create in our minds when we look at the environment of a scene. A hole in the wall may communicate anger, empty beer and wine bottles could communicate loneliness.“When you are creating the visual language of a film, it’s about the subtext… When you’re reading the script, and you’re reading the dialogue, and you’re reading these actions, there’s always a subtext to these actions.” 

Filmmaking, what she believes to be “the most powerful medium,” can give people “the chance to see the world through other people’s eyes.” After pausing and thinking, she continues to say that what film provides is the opportunity for people to “be confronted with… a human experience that they wouldn’t necessarily understand – or be able to – and definitely not be able to identify with themselves.”

Aside from her busy filmmaking life, Berezowsky is also part of a band SRFISNOYS, whose upcoming demo you can soon stream on their Soundcloud.

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How To Fix Radios: A Film About Finding Queer Community in Rural Ontario

Still from How To Fix Radios

When you're a queer kid in a small town, it feels like you might be the only one. Even though we (queer people) are beginning to have more and more media representation, it seems like we're often the victim of a hate crime or are only included to make the production seem more diverse. 

But what if I told you there was a film by queer kids in a small town about queer kids in a small town? Introducing "How To Fix Radios," an indie film made by a bunch of queer Ontarians on a shoestring budget. 

I had the chance to catch up with two of the film's creators, Casper and Dimitri. They're both under 20, based in Kingston, Ontario, and full of passion. We shared our experiences growing up as queer Ontarians, trying to figure out a creative path at 18 years old, and how you can find community in the most unexpected of places. Our conversation was one of the most genuinely heartwarming and comforting I've had in a while. 

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Malaika Astorga for Also Cool Mag: Let's start with the basics. Who you are, what do you do, and what is your film about?

Casper: My name’s Casper. I'm a freelance filmmaker, photographer and writer. That came into play a lot with the film because I wrote half of the script. I love nature, visual arts of all kinds, painting, and embroidery sometimes, but film is my main passion. 

Dimitri: My name is Dimitri, and I play Ross in the film. I love acting; it's something I've been doing for a long time now. I dabble in most of the arts. Both of my parents are musicians, so I've explored that. I'm always keeping an eye out for acting opportunities, which there are not many here (in Kingston).

Also Cool: Yeah, but maybe making them for yourself, as you've done, is the best way to go. Could you give us a synopsis of the film?

Casper: The film follows a teenager named Evan, who's a sort of narrow-minded and isolated guy. One summer, he decides to work at a bait shop, as teenagers do in these rural areas. Upon arrival, he encounters his supervisor, Ross. 

Ross has this exuberant personality and a very unique style. This sort of throws Evan off because it's very different than what he grew up with. After meeting Ross, Evan gets to know his world, including Ross's sister and this underground dealer character, their boss' son. Upon discovering the chaotic world that Ross lives in, Evan's worldview expands and changes, and he discovers more about himself. 

The film was really inspired by our growing up in this area in rural Ontario. The good, bad and the ugly, all of it just together and how that affected us and our worldview. 

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AC: I rarely see characters in film who aren't accepting and aren't painted as evil and instead are acclimated to queer culture. It's a nice contrast to the narrative of a lonely queer trying to survive in a straight world. I'm curious why you told the story that way and why you think it's important.

C: The character of Evan was a really important one to us. Both I and my co-writer Emily have been either one of those people at different points in our lives. Evan was that feeling of not fitting in, but at the same time not realizing what's right under your nose. 

It's also about how queer communities and friend groups form. We sort of gravitate towards each other naturally. That sort of idea is never really shown in media, where queer people are shown in rural areas. It's always "Oh, I don't want to be here anymore, I'm trying to get out of here." This is a key element in parts of the film. Still, we also wanted to portray how queer people can have found communities and families in any place.

AC: Many queer coming-of-age films portray the queer leaving the suburbs/farmland to find the other queers in the city. It's really comforting to see an alternative. 

D: It was so cool to play that kind of character for me because I was the first person to come out at my school in 6th grade. As a young, newly out queer person, I wanted to consume as much queer media as possible. There were so many characters who I looked up to just because they were representation for me. The potential to be that for someone who needs to see that, it's the most beautiful thing. All I really want to do is to help people be more comfortable with themselves. 

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AC: What kind of queer representation did you have growing up?

C: I think D and I had very similar experiences coming out and growing up. I came out in grade 7. I'm the kind of person who naturally gravitates to media and escapism in general. That was a huge part of my identity, finding those movies or TV shows or books. 

One thing we really wanted to portray is how much the dialogue about queer people has changed. When I first came out, the only narrative I saw was that queer people lived in the city. As a queer kid in rural Ontario, I felt like the only way I could really be happy is to move to one of those big cities. It was all queer kids leaving rural communities, OR they got hate-crimed. 

This is still a reality, and it does happen. We show some of that in the film, as well as the other side of life where these places can be really beautiful. We're just trying to show it as beautiful instead of as a place that people are always running away from.

AC: I think that would've helped my younger self a lot. There are so many different ways to be queer that I'm still learning about now.

C: Showing all these kinds of identities and stories without a huge Hollywood budget has been so important for us. You can make this content and representation and form these communities for free. This has been really important with our film. 

Even though we had such a low budget, that's kind of what made it. That's the reality of having a queer community in a place like this; you don't have a ton of funds or marketing or whatever; you just have each other.

AC: I think that it demonstrates the genuine sentiment of the film. It is just you and your friends who are really passionate about sharing this story and these experiences. 

What is the art scene like where you're from? In my experience, it seems like rural areas with queer teens tend to have a great art scene. It's small, and maybe you hit the ceiling real quick, but it's enough to get you going. 

C: A huge part of why this film got made in the first place is this school that all of us went to, LCBI. It's a school in Kingston that has a film-focused program called Studio LC. The program is run by two teachers who pour their hearts and souls into it. Basically, we just got to make short films and learn about cinema for six months. Without that guidance, I don't think this would've been possible. 

Kingston is kind of an arts town; it has a huge arts community. The film industry in Kingston was non-existent until five years ago. But recently, Netflix filmed something downtown, and we've had a few things happen in film here since. There's now a film office that is ramping things up, and I think the future of Kingston is going to be a really vibrant arts community. 

D: There are also a couple different youth groups for queer people specifically. It was really helpful to be around other people who were like me. I went to the pride parade in Kingston even before I was out. Seeing people who were queer and older and happy means a lot, especially to younger people. 

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M: Who are some local artists who inspire and you think deserve more credit?

C: Oh god, ok, I think we're going to have to do this D. So our composer who's not here (Hector Jenkins) just released an album called Don't Let Me Grow Up. It's a really great album, and we used quite a few songs for the film's soundtrack. It's very Ontario-core indie-pop but not really indie rock, indie-folk. He's a great musician. 

D: The music that plays over the campfire scene in our movie is by The Orange Alabaster Mushroom, my dad's band. It's kind of like psychedelic garage rock. He's my dad, so I think I'm a little bit biased, but I think it's so cool. 

AC: That's the craziest band name I've ever heard. I assume that making a film is harder than you would think it is. How was the process of figuring all of that out?

C: It was a huge learning process. One of the most fulfilling things of the entire thing was finishing writing the script. Before that, the only things I had written before screenplay-wise had been short films. So delving into the feature was a whole different world.

In terms of the feature itself, it was really a feat to pull off. I'm really surprised we even did it because of how hard it was to get the ball rolling, mainly because of COVID and filming regulations. The filming process itself was fun but challenging. It was hot and muggy all the time but also so much fun to hang out and make a movie.

For the post-production process, it was a struggle. I edited from September to December. On top of that, we had no producers at all except for the seven of us. 

I'm 18, so learning how the music and film industry works, especially with licensing, was one of the hardest things I had to do. Finding those people and reaching out, and — if they even responded — trying to coordinate something with that. After reaching out to many artists and being quoted 20k for one song, or having them say “sorry, we're not interested”, we found these two artists. They were just so incredible and lovely. One of the songs was Tall Cans by Pigeon Pit. They're a musician based on the West Coast of America. They were so nice and gave it to us basically for free. The other band was The Spook School out of Scotland, who also basically gave it to us for free. 

D: I could talk for hours about how much I love those bands. I've been listening to The Spook School since I was 15, so having their music in the film and having them watch the premiere was just mind-blowing coolest fucking thing in the world.

AC: Yeah, I realized pretty early on that I should just email the people I thought were cool and ask to interview them. That's how I made friends. 

C: Yeah, I found that the only way to make anything or make any progress is never to wait for something to come to you. You literally just have to search it out. Shout out to my mom for helping me navigate the legal side of things because that was a learning curve. 

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AC: I'm sorry if everyone in your life is asking you this, but I'm curious. So you're both at an age where you may or may not go to school or move to a different city, what are your plans for the maybe not-so-near future?

C: Haha, it's ok. I'm used to it at this point. It's a tough thing, especially with the pandemic, but I applied to university last year. I deferred but, as time goes on, I get more and more turned off by the idea of film school. 

It just doesn't seem like the right environment for me to learn. After completing a feature, I can't really see how that learning could be sufficiently brought into a classroom. So I've kind of been turned slightly away from that but still keeping my options open. That being said, I'm always looking for opportunities to work on set and pursue what I've been building. 

I was going to go to Toronto for film school, but now I'm kind of thinking that I might stick closer to home. Especially after making this film and embodying Ross's story and seeing how much he still loved the place he lived in, even if it didn't work for him sometimes. I kind of took that to heart and kind of accepted that this place isn't that bad. 

D: Similarly to Casper, I'm also keeping my eye out for opportunities. I'm lucky to be friends with a bunch of very talented people who write very talented things. 

It's tough to plan things right now, which is hard because I'm very much a planner, but I'm hoping to move a little further out of town by the end of the year. Spending so much time out in the country, I just remembered how much I love it. It's so quiet and peaceful, and the stars you can see at night just make me want to cry. 

C: I went on a walk today, and I just feel lucky to live where I do. The things I value the most are just time and nature and quiet. We're such introverts (laughs).

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M: Do you have any rituals or things in your life that are important to you? The way I walk home from work/school indicates whatever era of my life I'm in. I'm curious what might be similar to that in your own life that makes you feel grounded and connected to yourself.

C: Every single day, I go on a walk or a bike ride that's about a mile. I can't miss it, or else I feel like crap. Every single day I walk down my road, which we shot a lot of the film on. It kind of feels like as I'm walking past the places we filmed, I see a vision in front of me of what we were doing, and it's cool to be able to reminisce every day. Walks are really important to me, and I just love being outside in the country.

D: I also love walks even though I live in the city. The other day I went down by the water and watched the ducks for a minute. It's just the simple things that mean so much, especially to me right now, because it's so hard to plan and have grand achievements that a lot of people expect out of you. That being said, doing a feature-length film is absolutely incredible, but it's not something that happens every day. So seeing the animals coming out of hiding after the winter is beautiful.  

C: I saw like 200 geese today fly over my head; it was really weird.

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M: In one of your TikToks, one of your characters was described as having a lot going on but being chronically bored. I relate to this on a very deep level. Can you expand on this?

D: That was me talking about Ross. Ross is such an interesting character. He was described to me as someone who's walking down a flight of stairs with his eyes closed with the confidence that he'll end up upright anyways, but with no way of knowing.

I think Ross does have a lot going on, from an outsider's perspective. It's a lot to take in for Evan, but it's been happening for his whole life for Ross. He's constantly seeking out alternatives but not committing to them. Causing havoc just to see what will happen.

C: He's kind of a “fuck around and find out” kind of guy.

M: I think maybe that's just a creative queer thing where it's like, "I know where I'm supposed to be, but I don't know how to get there, and I don't know what it is, but I can feel it. And I know if I do certain things, then I can find that feeling, and I'm just going to have to do lots until I get there."

C: That's so accurate; it's like being a ship in the night.

M: Yeah, you just bounce off of things until something sticks.

C: Yeah, no one knows what they're doing, but we're all trying.

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M: I also really strongly believe that constant change is one of the hardest things to grapple with, but it is a really important lesson to learn how to ride with it. Especially when you're learning about all these new terms and identities and understanding how you fit into them, and you evolve from one to the next. TikTok has been a really good tool for that, for me at least.

C: It's like a good version of Pandora's box. I find that it's a huge part of Evans's character as well. He's never labelled and never labels himself as anything or says what he is because that's what the experience is for so many people. It's this constant, "What is happening with me?"

D: NOT STRAIGHT!

(all laugh)

C: I think it's also important to have a character who questions their identity, and there's never a solid "This is what I am" moment at the end of the film. Giving a concrete identity is unrealistic, and it doesn't really happen nearly as often as people think it does. 

AC: Where can we find you on the Internet, and how can we best support your and film and any future projects?

C: You can find us at How To Fix Radios on Instagram. We have a post with everyone's pictures and bios and how to contact them to hire them. 

Many of us are going in different directions, but I'm currently working on a script about vampires in Ontario.

AC: I love Ontario-core.

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Malaika Astorga is the co-founder of Also Cool. She is a Mexican-Canadian visual artist, writer, and social media strategist currently based in Montreal.

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Premiere: Ariana Molly's Short Film "MISS LIBRA" is a Romantic Fever Dream

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Through a haze of smoke, horoscopes, and red wine, emerges Ariana Molly’s MISS LIBRA. You may know Ariana from Mutually Feeling, or from her ethereal photography, but this short film marks her directorial debut. As an artist, Ariana transitions effortlessly between mediums, and MISS LIBRA is an invites us to take a deep dive into the her creative world.

MISS LIBRA chronicles our heroine, Lees, as she recounts the sagas of her failed pursuits for love. Written as indulgently obscure as a daily horoscope, Lees reels in feminine divinity and smashes it at its core, expelling gender presentation as laughable, playful, chaotic, evil. She muses over the queer, the trans and the astrological experiences muddling make believe with reality. She is pouting and painting her lips in a blue-hued bathroom. She is wearing a wedding dress in a smokey bath. She is drinking endless red wine. She is laughing maniacally, tying ropes and cracking whips and she is smoking-smoking-smoking. The cryptic yet seductive monologue, when coupled with the film's distinct visual, transports viewers to a mystifying space of gender frenzy and chaos, beauty and celestial delight. This highly aestheticized, ethereal slice of desire, dazzles in all of its glam-queer glory.

Still from MISS LIBRA by Ariana Molly

The film was realized by an almost entirely female/non-binary cast and crew. It was shot in October 2018 and has it's premier in October 2019. It's now being released on IGTV October 1st 2020. We spoke to Ariana about her creative process for the film, and her transition into this new medium.

Still from MISS LIBRA by Ariana Molly

Malaika Astorga for Also Cool: What made you take the leap from photography to producing a film?

Ariana Molly: Making the move from photography to film was something I always fantasized about but felt intimidated by. The reverberating "you should do film!" would bounce at me from friends, colleagues and professors who felt that my aesthetic language would translate well. It was honestly a matter of fighting off that pesky inner monologue telling me I wasn't ready. If there's one thing I've learned it's that we NEVER feel ready for any new challenge. At a certain point, you just need to swan dive and believe that you're going to stick the landing, and also be okay with knowing that you might not, and that's okay too.

I originally started developing this project because I applied and was accepted to write/direct the film for a series out of Australia called "Calendar Girls" that is now defunct. Unfortunately, due to lack of funding, they had to cease productions for their second year (for which I was supposed to participate) but in my mind I was already making the film, I could see it and feel it and I really, really wanted to make it. So I went ahead with it anyways and self-funded it. I didn't want arbitrary circumstances to prevent me from realizing this project.

Still from MISS LIBRA by Ariana Molly

Also Cool: What are some of your favourite films and why?

Ariana Molly: I have always loved films that cultivate a particular mood and create their own universe. I am a huge sucker for opulent aesthetic, overboard production design, costuming, DIY special effects, faux gore, queer themes!!! Anything related to halloween will usually charm the shit out of me. One of my favourite films of all time is The Love Witch. I think it might be the most perfect film ever made. Escapism through cinema is bliss, give me give me more. 

Still from MISS LIBRA by Ariana Molly

AC: Reflecting on MISS LIBRA two years later, how do you think you’ve grown as a director and artist? Do you have any advice for your past self, or for anyone aspiring to make a short film now?

Ariana Molly: It feels crazy to me that two years have passed since I realized this film. In some ways it feels like centuries ago, probably in part due to the way the world has radically shifted since that time #ronaaaa But in all honesty, the advice I would have given myself then, is the same advice I give myself now: just. fucking. go. for. it. There are literally one hundred thousand million reasons not to do something, don't let your own self confidence be the thing that prevents you from giving it a go. I have always been a person paralyzed by fear of failure, major A-type personality complex. I always joke that I never do anything I'm bad at. But, at the same time, discovering that I was capable of something new was one of the most invigorating feelings, and I'm going to keep chasing that high.

For a long time, when I would look at work I made in the past, I would be horrified (yikes @ undergrad). But MISS LIBRA has never turned on me. I am as proud of this film now as I was two years ago and infinitely grateful that this one film gave me the confidence to do so many other film based projects. I hope I can continue to cultivate that sensibility for the rest of my career because self doubt will rot the soul. 

I will always advocate for the fake it till you make it lifestyle because imposteur syndrome has followed me, no matter where I've been in my career, and I've accepted it as a part of life. I've basically learned to slap on a smile, say "yes I can" and then figure out how to make it work. Thank god for YouTube tutorials, my partner and every person who's ever given me a helping hand or a shot. They're the real MVPs. 

Still from MISS LIBRA by Ariana Molly

MISS LIBRA will be available via Ariana’s IGTV on October 1st 2020. The release is also tied to a fundraiser for Taking What We Need. Ariana encourages anyone who enjoys the film to donate to their crowdfunding.

Still from MISS LIBRA by Ariana Molly

CREDITS

Written + directed by Ariana Molly I Starring Lees Brenson (Dregqueen) I "The Hands" Sophie Marisol + Eugenie Tutin I Produced by Nicole Richardson I Director of Photography Marie Chemin I Beauty by Jessica Cohen I Beauty Asst. Dahlia Bercovitch I Production Design by Ariana Molly I Wardrobe + Production Asst. Kaitlyn Woodhouse I MISS LIBRA Title Animation by Jason Voltaire I Original Score by Mutually Feeling I Sound recordist Monika Rekas I Audio mix + master by Autin Tufts

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